You know, there will come a moment where you will wake up and say "HEY!What the heck did I do to my life?"
I did just that last year, and realised that I made a terrible mistake in joining Fencing. And right now the question I've been repeatedly asking myself is "WHY THE **** AM I STILL HERE!"
Yesterday I received a goddam sms from Mrs Pek demanding an explanation on why I have not attended Training for like 7 months now.
The truth is simple, If not for my mom's violent objection, I would have gone a long time ago. This few months I've skipped, are probably some of my happiest.It's not a matter of the number of training, but the lack of interest. For example, I have only missed one ever drama session although some weeks practices are all five days, and might take up like 7 hrs per day. But since I enjoyed the people around me so much, I can't see a reason NOT to go.
FENCING on the other hand, is everything I imagined HELL to be like. You know, you get disrespected, treated like the lowest life form on earth, screamed at, shouted at, Having your entire body go through some vegetable state, dehydrated, come home all disgustingly sweaty, and nhaving 90% of your holidays taken from you.WOW! Isn't that wonderful! I just have this feeling that Fencing is never going to play a part of my life, and see no purpose to continuosly put my body through something like that. It's Just not worth it.
I have absolutely no passion or love or RESPECT for that matter for this God-forsaken torture method, and to all those who think different, please, go away.

Da_movie_kid was shot at 1:07 PM