So now I'm beyond numb. I'm on the verge of wrecking my fucking existence. And frankly, I cannot give two shits if I even end up passing or shitting up my O levels. There's more to life than that stupid piece of paper, and I'm not getting any.
What are you gonna prove with a good O levels cert anyway? That you wasted your teenage years which should have been the perfect time to get out and experiment, knowing what would fit and what won't, on perfecting a stupid little scrap of paper to please your future bosses so that they would give you a 9-5 desk job for you to do more rotting? No sir. There's more to knowledge than school.
So whatever. I'll do the bare minimum for the passing of the big Os. The rest of the time I'm gonna try to sort my life out. If I'm gonna end up a journalist I'll make sure Hunter Thompson ends up my role model.
Angry, deranged posts aside, the high point of this "holiday" came when I surprised Yuqi and Winona with an Sms expressing my gratitude for them staying my friends for the great number of years despite my unpredictable mood swings and grumpiness. The memorable moment was not the sending of the message, but my friends' reactions to a sudden change in my personality. Yuqi gingerly replied with an "Lol?" afraid that I was being cruelly sarcastic, and Winona replied with a eloquent and intelligent "huh?"
Who knew 3 letter words could be so amusing.

Da_movie_kid was shot at 10:20 AM