Thursday, January 29, 2009

I swear I never saw nyself as an Auditory digital learner. But that's what my Mindworks survey said. Basically Audio digital learners are like well, dull.
Here's what the powerpoint point slides stated:
I talk in short, clipped monotone(short, clipped maybe, but monotone? Jeez my heart breaks.)
Rarely keep eye contact, and sometimes I appear to look through you,
Moves lips in deep thought(who doesn't?!)
shoulders down, head up(?),
emotionally distant and disassociative(true enough),
and here's the one that really got me going, I have little and stationary gestures.
Yeah right. My hands move as if independent from my body.
Ah well. Not that I have anything against Audio D people, but the above description makes me sound like the dullest person in the world. I may be.
And the reason why I never speak is because people never seem to hear me when I do. Wnona reckons my voice lacks presence. A fine example would be half hour ago, where I was yelling at my mom to turn off the TV cause no one was watching it from the bathroom. I yelled 5 times, each time making sure she was within one metre from the shower. Ad I'd only yell after she spoke to me. When I got out she told me she didn't hear a goddam thing. Same thing happens 24/7. Is there some stupid cone of silence thing going on here?! It's too tiring and soul crushing to have to fight for listeners all the time, so I decided to save my breath for cooling my porridge. I hate my voice.
It's a good thing my writing usually gets readers. It's not like the teachers have a choice.
It's really ironic that I ended up in mass com huh? Kinda sucks I lack charisma as well.

Da_movie_kid was shot at 6:24 PM