There's a lot of stuff going through my head these days. It's starting to hurt, but again I lack the vocabulary needed to comfortably put them down into words.
Holidays tend to have this effect on me. They make you more aware of some things I guess. Poeple stumble blindly through life, and they usually receive a wake up call in a form of an overrated, over advertised celebration. It could make them more grateful, or turn them darker and more bitter than Cocoa powder. I'd say the latter is closer to what I'm feeling. Of course. Cynics, you say. Never truly appreciative of anything.
But hey, I'm grateful my birthday comes once every 4 years. It gives me 3 years to brace myself for impact. Too bad I can't say the same for Christmas.
It just gets you wondering about some things really.
Like whether people are worth any effort.

Da_movie_kid was shot at 8:26 PM