Okay Coldplay is the word. Never mind Arctic monkeys and crap.
It's too bad their tickets are sold out. *huffs
Hopefully they'll like this place enough to drop by again.

Just got back from Learn to lead crap at Bintan. It's a fantastic place, but I hate turning fantastic places I always held a special place for in my heart for work. Hopefully I'll be able to go back there and get some proper fun.

And why was the camp so torturous? Could be the fact I was coerced to work in a team, or forced to prove myself to other people I don't give two hoots about, or maybe I have to work with PEOPLE in general. Or maybe because I was graded for this. All of the above anyone? why don't they ever have a work by yourself module?
The thing about Poly is everthing and everyone is so damn open is frustrating. There is no such thing as original material because everyone riffs off each other. I'm not gonna go into specific details, but there is this survival thing. So first time we did it, I was over ruled by the group and the analysing. So we all ended up dying soemwhere in Canada, baecause I'm too nice. Second time we did it, it's was worth nothing because everyone already knew the answers. So credit was given to those who have the gift of charisma. Great.
It's enough that I get little credit and acknowledgement already, but in Poly it becomes so much harder because it's not about intelligence and paying attention anymore. It's about who has the least consideration and the loudest voice or the people's support. It's incredibly self defeating. Sometimes you just resign to the fact that you'll never get credit on anything you throw your best effort into. I know I'm being incredibly pessimistic here, but this doesn't happen to everyone else. They get their names spelled right, they get thanks and stuff, they get marks...It's tough to swallow.
why do you think I never wanted siblings or a future family and my suspicion in people? Cause this shit is bound to happen. Guess I'm not as discerning as I thought I would be.
There's gotta be a purpose for my being born in Singapore and not having a Singaporean behavior. I just hope it's not to make others look good.
Meanwhile, stop stealing my stuff. My knowledge is all I have left.

Da_movie_kid was shot at 8:51 PM