What the hell happened?
A year ago there was considerably less doubt in my life. I was certain about school, and my social life, and spent a great deal less time in second guessing myself. Granted I still agonised over certain questions, but at least I had -if only a few- constants in life.
Now however, I can't trust anything. Nothing stays the same even for one flipping minute, and the only thing I'm ever certain about is how each day is going to throw more problems and unhappiness into the steadily growing pile. The series of unexpected events may occasionally bring pleasant surprises, distractions I'm terribly grateful for, but good hings never really last, and you'll eventually find yourself sinking again.
It feels like I can't take a step without the ground crumbling and throwing me down onto the crazy spikes below and leaving me to bleed to death until I manage to haul myself up, only to die of exposure because I refuse to take another step forward.
It's shit, and It looks as if nothing's gonna change for the next couple of decades.
Can't wait for 2012.

Da_movie_kid was shot at 12:14 PM